I need some structure in my life. I need a positive constant. I don't know what I want to do. I have thought about joining the army and it looks good from seeing videos and stuff about it, but that is them just trying to get you to join. It isn't as good as what it shows. So that is a really last resort thing for me to do I guess. I have been thinking of also doing a martial art such as Muay Thai. Not that shitty type of Muay Thai I am talking about legit Muay Thai. The thing is is that its a lot of hard work and a lot of money. I don't want to do it and then quit either so it is idk. I don't know what do to I need some hobby that gives structure and gives me a constant and something that I will enjoy. If any of you have any ideas post it up.

Everything is annoying. Those days when you feel like the whole world is against you are hopeless. On the outside you might see or hear a difference but people don't really change. Confusion is a pain that cannot be healed but can be forgotten and lost but does that make it better? Would you want more answers, knowledge and truth even if it is full of sadness and horrible things, or would you rather be happy and ignorant and dumb and not know true terror and horrible things

Brian Sherri(hopefully) Me FTW

wahooooo my overall rank is under 1000. i could be on the shirt if there was one wahoooooooooooooooo

this is life in so many different ways