Okay, now I'm really getting tired of this.. These relationships that you think is going to happen, but don't. I know that you're gonna go though them no matter what. But I'm just getting so angry about it because it ALWAYS HAPPENS! ALWAYS! I don't get a break from them, I don't know why. It's like somebody is doing this to me on purpose. Did I do something wrong? Am I doing something wrong? Is something wrong with the person or the people I'm choosing? I just don't know.

I'm not in a hurry to be in a relationship, I mean I treasure being single. I like to flirt and stuff. It's just the pain! It's unbearable! I don't know.. maybe I fall in love to easily. And the weird thing is I don't fall for everyone I see, only for a certain amount of people. It's like the people that I don't really really fall for, they'll do good to me. But for the people I do fall for, hurt me. Well maybe, I don't know I need to look more carefully on who I fall for, but it's not my fault. I just follow my heart. Maybe my heart is the one that needs help. Or I could be just a plain idiot..

Whatever it is.. I gotta find a way to stop the pain..

Feels like I needed something, someone needs to put more comments on my page! That would be awesome. Who ever is reading this, you should leave a comment... you know you want to.. I can feel it. So just do it.



Need someone to talk to.. =(

Okay I don't know if anyone noticed, but I haven't been on in a while. The reason is because FFR said that my password was incorrect. For a while now I've been trying to get my password changed so I could get back on FFR. I finally gave up because no matter how much I tried to send my password to my email, I would never get it. I looked though my email and glanced and a previous email that I've received from FFR. It was the email you get when you first join. So I thought to myself, "Hey, maybe my password is on there." So I open it, I don't see my password there, but I do see something else. My screen name was A the Third. Of course I knew that but they way I've been entering it was like AtheThird. So finally today (Sept. 26, 2008) I decided to try once more. I added the spaces between my name, and as you can guess it, it works. I couldn't believe that I actually forgot that I had to put spaces in my username. How stupid can I be?

It's really weird.. I fell in love with someone, someone that I thought I'd never see myself with. I loved talking to this person so much, that I wanted to talk all night.I feel like I'm close to the person, but I don't know if this person feels the same way about me. I wanted to find out so bad. I finally found out... Turns out that this person didn't want to be in a relationship because of the feelings for a guy. That didn't stop me though. I wanted to show that I could be better than this "guy." I would of done anything for this person, but it didn't happen. This person wanted to stay friends. I wanted to accept the offer, but I couldn't. I had to show I cared...


One day something happened, something bad. This person's crush had found something else, but I just anyone. Someone that's close to this person. This person was crushed, couldn't believe what happened. I tried my best to put a smile back on my crushes face. I couldn't do it.. everything I did had no effect, just didn't work. Soon, my crushed left, wanting to get the thoughts that caused so much pain, away. I knew I had feelings for this person because when I heard about this I cried. I don't usually cry whiched shocked me so. I couldn't stop this person from leaving so the best thing I could do was to agree and let my crush go. It was so painful..


I've already went though this once.. Never thought that I'd go though it again.

You'll be missed. <3

Okay, check this out, I finally found my main person for Super Smash Bros. Brawl. Lucario is like the perfect person for me. He has some nice strong hits, he has a good defense combat strike, I couldn't ask for no one better. I know Ike and Marth are good, but I wanted someone different, plus I didn't want my character to be human ^_^ My friends complain that he's too slow, but when I bet the crap out of them, they're speechless. I know one of my friends is really good, I mean he beat me with all kinds of characters, which was plain cheating to me.. Finally I challenged him, and guess who I got.. Yep you know it, LUCARIO! He said that he'll go easy on me, but I said, "Nah nah, gimme your best shot." And he did. We played a total of five matches, and guess who won? Lucario! I won four out of those five matches. He used everyone he got, Zelda, Ike, Marth, and Snake. Still got beat. Yep, sooner or later I'm going to become unstoppable with Lucario, so you all better watch out. :P