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You push me to the wall and point a gun to my face.
You tell me that I will pay for the pain I caused you.
The grip on the trigger gets tighter
As you prepare to end the life I've been trying to destroy for years.
The sweat rolls down your face as you prepare to pull the trigger,
As you ask for "any last words" in a cruel cynical way.

I grab the other end of the barrel and point the gun to my arm.
I just smirk and say,
"Make me suffer for I have caused not only you pain but myself as well."
I look into your eyes and all I see is deep vengeance.
You look into my eyes and see nothing.
No soul, no hope, no desire…
No life.

The slits on my wrists and shoulders cannot heal the pain inside
As they just make the pain grow stronger.
"I just ask you one last question," lowering my head with a gesture,
"Can you kill someone who is already dead on the inside?"
I look back into his eyes as he barks back,
"I don't know, let’s find out," as he places the gun toward my heart.
I close my eyes and take one last breath and then…

BANG!!!

A mist of smoke and blood flows through the air,
A cartridge hits the floor as the body struggles to stay alive.
I open my eyes as I exhale my wasted breath,
“I feel cold…” as I hit the floor.
A slideshow of flashbacks run through my mind as I look up toward him.
The barrel is pointed at my face now.
Blood fills my lungs as I take a breath.
The scene goes in and out of darkness,
I was waiting for the tunnel of light,
I guess there is no light where I’m going.

BANG!!!

hold me, thrill me, kiss me
mel carter

lyrics:
Hold me, hold me
Never let me go until you've told me, told me
What I want to know and then just hold me, hold me
Make me tell you I'm in love with you
Thrill me (thrill me), thrill me (thrill me)
Walk me down the lane where shadows
Will be (will be) will be (will be)
Hiding lovers just the same as we'll be, we'll be
When you make me tell you I love you
They told me be sensible with your new love
Don't be fooled, thinking this is the last you'll find
But they never stood in the dark with you, love
When you take me in your arms
And drive me slowly out of my mind
Kiss me (kiss me), kiss me (kiss me)
And when you do, I'll know that you will
Miss me (miss me), miss me (miss me)
If we ever say, adieu
So kiss me, kiss me
Make me tell you I'm in love with you
(Kiss me) kiss me, (kiss me) kiss me
When you do, I'll know that you will
Miss me (miss me), miss me (miss me)
If we ever say, adieu
So kiss me, kiss me
Make me tell you I'm in love with you
(Hold me, thrill me)
Never, never, never let me go
(Never, never, never let me go)
(Hold me, thrill me)
Never, never, never let me go
(Never, never, never let me go)

An Angel Once Came to Me

Blood drips along my arms down to my fingertips.
Fresh wounds along the shoulder,
Ten slashes.

Two attempts later,
Every morning I woke,
I felt regret and suffering.
Prayers went unfilled,
Religion was broken.
All hope was lost,
Until I found you.

You claim to be an average person,
But you are my savior; my angel.
The darkness that clouded my vision,
Vanquished and I can see light once more.
You ended my war by letting me end yours.

Happiness has re-entered my life,
And it’s all thanks to you.
For such kindness,
I live in debt and will go to the ends of the earth for you.

Every morning I wake,
Blessed is how I feel.
When I speak to you:
Your voice,
Soothing and caring.
Your personality:
Unlike any human,
Sweet and friendly.

The marks that once soothed my pain,
Scars of the past.
But when I hear your voice,
All my pain is gone…
Everyone of them.

So when I leave this earth,
I will know I have finally found peace.
I will know I have found,
My angel.