i have been sitting here thinking and i don't think i have ever been closer to a guy and lately i feel that i need to talk to you all the time and have no clue why i feel like i want to be around you all the time and another part of me feels like i shouldn't get close to you because i have been hurt too many times but i wish you could see that i want to be closer to you i don't know who to tell you in person so i will have to settle for this and i wish i could show you but i can't it just hurts to much so confess something that i don't think is mutual and i hate not being able to tell you how i really feel so please do not think i am trying to hide from you it is just that i don't know how to tell you.

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i do not know what to do
you got me so confused
this pain i feel
i feel it is because of you
so much pain
so little you
what do i do?
you are never there
you never were
i told you i loved you
you told me you loved me
but it didn't last but 2 days
you told me we would be together
forever
but it didn't end like that
you broke me
in so many ways
you hurt me beyond repair

how weird is this?