Alone I Will Walk Around This Bend
Waiting For My Broken Heart To Mend
Bleeding And Whispering I Hear You Say
"I Love You But Don't Follow Me This Way"

Watching Then Waiting And Listening To You
I Love You But You Can't Accept That Is True
I Hope For The Best Of The Heart You Carry
But I Was Waiting For Those Words "Will You Marry?"

I Will Wait In The Dark Waiting For Your Light
Crying And Dying On This Brutal Night
With My Blood Coming Down This Broken Arm
Wishing You Would Stop This Unnecessary Harm

From This Pain You Have Caused Me
To My Dream That You Can't See
Suffocating On These Lies That You Said
Hoping That I Would Once Become Dead

GOING TO AKI-CON! :D
BE BACK SUNDAY!!!

I Hope This World Makes Me Cry...
So People Know Why I Die..
Wishing I Could Disappear..
Even Though No One's Here..

Falling Farther And Farther Down..
Into This Hole With No Sound..
Out Of The Depths I May Come..
Only To Be Kicked Back With No One..

I Reach Out For The Help Of a Doll..
Hoping Someone Will Catch Me Before I Fall..
In These Depths I Will Cry..
Hoping For Someone To Notice Me Before I Die..

Around and Around I May Go
Searching In Places That May Say No
Twirling And Spinning Together
No One Is Winning Forever

Laughing With Tears Of Joy
Crying Of Pain And Woe
Dancing In The Spring
Waiting To Be Dragged Back
With Nothing To Bring

Ripping The Wholesome Flesh
Eating and Tearing Is the Fest
Wiping Away the Blood And Tears
Abstract Against My Background Of Fears

Lies And Cheats
Nothing Escaping These Beats
Slowly Writing My Life Away
With Nothing Left To Stay

Is There Such a Thing As Love?
Why Does It Exist In This Hopeless World?
The Pain Of Being Heart Broken Cannot Be Compared To The Joys Of Being With Your One. The Love That You May See Is Just Fake. Many Lovers Going Back And Forth.
They Say Oh I Love Him So Much!
Lies.
Fakes.
Cheaters.
Can't There Just Be One?
Why Can't I Hear Someone Say Oh We Have Been Together For 8 Months?
All I Hear Is Oh We Have Been Together For 3 Weeks! ..And He Is The One For Me. Stupid bastards. How Would You Know That?. Sure I Can Understand If He Is Like A Total ass To You. But You Should At Least Be Friends With Them Before You Be Like OMG! Wanna Go out? ...It May Help If You Really Want To Find Someone. But If You Are Just Fooling Around, Then What Is The Point? You Don't Love It's Just A cheap Word. I Hate It How People Say Hate Is Powerful Word But So Is Love. Yet People Just Toss It Around Carelessly. There Are People Who Really Want To Love. But Others To Ruin Their Joy. I Feel For Your Pain, Yet I May Not Have Experienced It.